


Thoughts Of A Troubled Heart

by Neptunes Tears



Category: Utena
Genre: Poetry, Romance
Language: English
Status: In-Progress
Published: 2003-01-30
Updated: 2003-01-30
Packaged: 2013-05-11 22:14:39
Rating: K+
Chapters: 1
Words: 327
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1211003/1/
Author URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/91763/Neptunes-Tears
Summary: Two poems, one by Utena and one by Anthy and in their p.o.v ^^ Read and respond please.





	Thoughts Of A Troubled Heart

Authors Notes: Just two poems I wrote in Utena's and Anthy's p.o.v Nothing much really just reflecting on what the characters feel. ^^  
  
~*~  
  
My sweet Himemiya...  
  
I'm trying so hard to understand you  
  
To free you  
  
To help you, in everyway I know how  
  
I'm trying to win this game you're caught in, just for you  
  
Because I love you  
  
Not because of the prize that might be waiting for the victor  
  
Just making sure you're happy and safe is my prize Hime;  
  
I always said that I was a prince  
  
Told myself that, making myself believe  
  
But without you, I wouldn't be a prince  
  
You make me a prince  
  
My life doesn't have purpose  
  
Without a damsel who am I to save?  
  
Was Juri right?  
  
There's no such thing as miracles, I'm no prince  
  
How can I save you when I am just an ordinary girl?  
  
~ * ~  
  
Utena-sama.  
  
I wish could believe her  
  
Wish I could trust those words she says  
  
Laced with hope  
  
I wish I could trust her carefree voice  
  
Telling me its okay  
  
That smile, those wide blue eyes  
  
The hand held out to me  
  
But no, the sun catches against the rose signet and blinds me  
  
My duty, I am the rose bride  
  
Love?  
  
That's not how it works  
  
When you came into my life you've made nothing work right  
  
And yet it is right  
  
I want to believe it so bad  
  
I want to believe again in prince's, but I have no heart  
  
My heart was stolen  
  
I watch you sleep  
  
The steady rise and fall of your chest  
  
So peaceful  
  
Sometimes I let myself into your thoughts  
  
Just to know what it feels like to be free  
  
I lay close to you hoping to feel a part of something I am too tainted to touch  
  
Utena.  
  
.. some day ..  
  
~ * ~  
  
.. Some Day We'll Shine Together ..  
  
  
  
- La Fin- 


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